

and me fixing up "the room".........pheasant feathers, Saint Anne memorabilia.......cloches.....
having a blast with my camera.......and realizing I need a haircutp.s. a great Thank You! for those ladies who ordered "Elizabeth" already........
there is something very powerful about nature and prayer............
and was allowed to roam freely with us, like the generosity of true peace......

a little quick decorating that brightens up my spirit.......and surrounding myself in my home with who I am.........through a slight touch of red on the hemp heart.......my own dried sage........a favorite crystal rosary......and who doesn't love an old shutter I pulled from the barn, and totally didn't even know I had this wire basket that my lovely sister didn't want (thanks sis).......
I really like sewing with linen.......there is nothing finer to me than quality linen......
without a pattern I designed her every tuck and ruffle, and adorned her with a rose.........

(the sheet music is not part of the pin - just part of the packaging)


(photo entitled: "fuzzy love")
(I know you might have seen this photo on my sidebar, but it's sums up so much of me)

no, she's not at all independent...........(because there's no possible way I was singing terrible right?)
anyhow, back on subject......I had my baby last night in my arms, all cuddled, and at that moment, all these thoughts came rushing through me........but one particular one jumped at me, like a "duh" moment:
I am a mom to 5 children..........and THAT is my vocation.......
Not like I didn't know this before........but sometimes it just feels different.......you see it changing......you look at yourself from outside of yourself.......
I spend so much time 'wanting' other things for the garden..........kitchen...........my sewing basket........
Can any of you relate??
There's always these projects, recipes, crafts, organizing, etc, and with the net here, well, if you knew me, you'd say "step away from the computer" because I already had so many ideas before seeing all the talent (good thing I don't watch TVright!).......
let's just say I have lots of saved files on my computer, with a big ol' inspiration board I frequently look at.........that changes all the time.........
I'm always doing these "things" around the house, that I enjoy, and I sometimes feel like I have my foot stuck in the crack of the door, waiting to throw it open and say "hi there world; look what I have done" and everyone goes crazy mad for it!
I'm a mama to five children
my first and foremost job is to love my husband, and then my kids - which if you are a mom, you know what I mean........
and no, I don't have to cook organic, have a Potager, bake my own bread from scratch, while sipping on my homemade hot cocoa from real chocolate..........and sew my curtains and stitch my own clothes.......while home schooling them all........
I'm a mama to five children
I do it for them
I do it for Him
I would do it for you if you walk through my door
I do it for me,
and that is just who I am...........
and sometimes people say I do too much - I don't think I do enough -
I am a constantly changing individual, who is a mama to five children.
~Here's hoping you are embracing your vocation~